Everything isn’t okay
You aren’t doing enough
Stop justifying bad habits instead of doing the work to improve them. If practice makes perfect, what are you practicing to perfection?
Is this the life you want? No? Then everything isn’t fine. You’re lying to yourself
Mediocrity loves company more than anything, the only people that will criticize you for trying and failing never mustered the courage themselves to do so. Disguised as a thousand other things, low level BS(.....bullshit) is just as distracting, and as much of a potential drainer as any other addiction.
Get mad at yourself for not staying motivated. Get motivated to change. Get better at getting what you've always dreamed of.